cvi063-064S32

There seems to be something deeper behind his social anxiety than is revealed….BUT since this is not something I would let him talk about (not in his first confession to Ayse!!), guess you all will never fully know. But basically his family recognises he has this problem, and his father tries to protect Zeynel so it doesn’t get any worse (because, for us all with social anxiety, anything that is considered ‘negative’ in a social situation would be good cause for never speaking again). The good thing is: his confidence is still preserved; the bad thing is: it doesn’t get fixed.

I’m planning on other ways to talk more about his anxiety, especially when contrasting it with Grimsley’s easy social confidence (man I haven’t talked about Grimsley here in AGES), who is similarly competent with Ayse but with less patience. When Zeynel gets older the problem is still there but he’s keep it on the down low, just enough to get by and give the impression he’s ok. Close the door, and he wants to go to bed and not speak to anyone for the next few hours.

2 thoughts on “cvi063-064S32

  1. oh no he CRIED stupid precious son *sighs*

    I don’t mean to infantilise (is this a word I am not sure anymore) his condition, he’s just really precious at this point yeah? Poor little thing 🙁 I knew there was something sad lurking beyond all that cute

    1. Aw it’s ok to feel some pity for him. I actually based his anxiety a lot from my own, so it’s good that he’s either #relatable or you know, you can see how difficult it is for him to manage his condition.

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